PLAYERS SONG (date unknown) what you lookin’ at? what you laughin’ at? what you makin’ fun of? the end has come lights gone down crowds are gone strides across this sawdust clown baggy pants dirty shirt worn out shoes treading through another broken town hotel room lonely bulb peeling paint dingy and dank inhabited mold drown what you lookin’ at? what you laughin’ at? what you makin’ fun of? the naked man in the bathtub smokes a cigar wearing the painted face of a clown milky surface soapy water shimmers like diamonds one deep breath he’s sliding down what you lookin’ at? what you laughin’ at? what you makin’ fun of? warm wet meditation wraps up the man mind quiet, at peace distant thunder smoking cigar lifeline rising up paint-stained flesh reveals the man washed renewed naked suffering reality frown what you lookin’ at? what you laughin’ at? what you makin’ fun of?
11/6-11/16/21 EYE OF THE STORM Dark brooding sadness and anger storm clouds swirl all around me warning and threatening A shadowy pretense of power I see the rain like spit from the heart of those who should know better pummel and drench and flood loosing all the foundations of decency get trampled in the mud I hear the wind roaring out of the mouths of fools nostrils flaring like steeds being driven by demons tearing and stripping away wounding and destroying all that was built but I stand in the calm sun blazing, giving countenance to the peace within me a centered solution to the storm the hardest place to be rage on, rage on o’ storm you will not defeat me I am within you and without you and will remain until you sputter out and dissipate all your venomous energy wasted --------------------------------------------------------- Ephesians 6:13 "Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand." Some times just being able to STAND is all you need. https://youtu.be/zWhDbkTmJHA
POEM FOR LATE AUTUMN (*composition date unknown most likely sometime between 2007-2009)
Skeletal beauty Parade of bones Rooted in mire Grasping heaven A bridge between divine and profane Waiting for winters blanket Redemption in white Covering past sins Peace and rest in a season of sleep *while I don't remember when this was written I do know it was inspired by a line "snow falling, falling like forgiveness from the sky" in the song "Darling Christmas is Coming" by Over The Rhine from the album SNOW ANGELS (2006) https://youtu.be/IinpwBPwRZI
I don't know if the rest of the world has the problem we have in America. We are in an all out culture war. Tolerance has completely dissipated like water being poured on red hot steel. I am sick at heart to see what has happened and continues to happen in my country. But it has to end. Personally I'm reverting back to unwokeness and shunning cancel culture. You can be unwoke and not participate in cancel culture and still be a happy decent human being. Don't you want to be happy again? Are you tired of being woke? Do you want to be more tolerant of those who differ from you and have different opinions from you? Do you want to be more respectful? Then join me now. We can make a difference. We must be the change that we would like to see. Like Eric Clapton sings in his new song - "THIS HAS GOTTA STOP" ... enough is enough... I can't take this BS any longer.... https://youtu.be/dNt4NIQ7FTA
Let's remind ourselves of Plato's Cave allegory: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allegory_of_the_cave In our time the cave is made of the walls we have built around ourselves as we stare at the screens of our phones iPads or other portable devices and shut everything out around us. Things that keep us cooped up and blind to reality even though they do their best to try and convince us that what they are showing us is reality. These devices only project shadows on the wall that people believe to be real. And the more convinced people are that what they see on their devices is "real" the further the cords of bondage bind around them making harder to pull away. It's time to put the device down and look around to come out into the daylight and be human again. Come out of the Cave. It's glorious out here in reality. Sure it's not always pretty but it's REAL! A great song and visual expression of this is in the song/video for A Perfect Circle's song DISILLUSIONED "It's time to put the silicon obsession down" (if you dare) https://youtu.be/BIsH686xWl0
10/27-28/21 ENTER THE EVENING A shadow crept across early evening. As I was retrieving the mail I stopped in my tracks and looked up. A thousand wings whispered across the autumn sky in undulating murmurations of velvety simplicity. None collided with the other but danced a ballet in perfect synchronicity across heaven. The tinted hues of sunset; royal purple and brilliant orange painted against a dark blueing background. Even the cricket at my foot that stopped its chirping and, propped up against my shoe, seemed to look up in amazement. A pair of local chipmunks scurried about in the chilled air foraging for nuts and berries to store for winter - oblivious to the magic in the sky. In one step I had travelled from the reality of a chaotic and stressful day into a calm, quiet and peaceful evening.